Day Care Blues

So, Jack has been at day care for a little over a month now.  Or 3 colds, and 1 case of pinkeye.
 I have decided that picking Jack up is way easier than dropping him off.  I normally drop him off and my husband picks him up. Its been over a month and while Jack often smiles and laughs when I drop him off (he is very social) I often feel like crying.  Especially when he doesn't seem to mind me leaving.  However, this week I am in the step down unit instead of ICU and I am working shorter days (10 hours compared to 13hrs+).  So I have been picking up Jack and I love how when I wake him up to get him at daycare he gets so excited.  He is laughing and cooing and always wants to snuggle in close to me.  So even though I am working more days this week, it is nice to have more awake time with him.  One other good note is that my milk seems to have come in more thanks to fenugreek and more milk plus supplements.  I really want to make it to 6 months of breastmilk.  I have so much more respect for all the NICU moms who pump for so long.